"Not that I have already obtained all this, or have already been made perfect, but I press on to take hold of that for which Christ Jesus took hold of me. Brothers, I do not consider myself yet to have taken hold of it. But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus."
I know I'm not perfect, but I know I'm not what some people think I am
No matter, I will keep doing my best and running the race for Jesus' sake.
I'll do my best. God will look after the rest.