Crazy....

The past three days (and in fact... the past 3 weeks) have been so tiring but fun for me (for most of it anyway). The only catch is that I have been depriving myself of my sleep... and now i am so crazily tired that its not funny. Mum and Dad went on holiday on friday, and i was left to fend for myself for the past three days or so. Cooking food and having all the time and space to myself is great, but all the responsibilities like rubbish, cleaning, washing, checking power points, checking locks, etc. take their toll. Having a lan party at during part of this time, and going through the figs study, and preparing the figs activity was pretty stressful and busy too. But I got through, and it was worth it because 10 people came to the lan, which was really good, figs had a lot of discussion and stuff, and the activity was probably the best one i have led/organised ever. Now my parents are back, and i think i am grateful for it, as i can now sleep in and not worry about anything except sleep and more sleep. Luckily i bailed out of computer games after 3:30ish or else i would be near death right now due to sleep deprivation and excessive radiation.
Life as a whole is going OK. There are still times where i am feeling there is no hope, but i am holding up great. I'm starting to grab a hold of my life again, stamping out all the impatience and carelessness that has led to close calls and things i probably shouldnt have done/be doing.