Running for God isn't just a walk in the park. There's an annoying guy who throws all he can into your path, hurdles to jump, obstacles to sidestep, and everything else he can get his hands on.
It sucks when you feel like you have to do everything youself. It sucks when it feels like everything out there just wants a piece of you, and it feels like there is no refuge, no hope, no end.
My wish is to see God glorified everywhere I go. I wish to see people passionate about serving and motivated to to the best for our awesome God. I wish to see multitudes of people consumed by the Holy Spirit, and worshipping, glorifying and drawing closer to God. I am a mere servant. God is the author, the architect, the artist.
This is what motivates me. It is my hope that people share this plea, this hope, this wish. I hope I can push through all the hard and painful times, because there is an end to this tunnel, however dark and deep it may feel.